Melancholy

I  wish I was back at the beginning,
I wish that time stood still.
Some way I would escape this pain,
A pain with an intent to kill.

I tried oh so hard to fathom,
The reason for this needless heart ache.
Each moment it only aggravates,
Like stones thrown for the body to break.

Escape is but no solution,
Wish I could just fly.
End this stubborn delusion,
Run to the endless sky.

I'm hating this feeling of loneliness,
Absurd though it may seem.
Somehow someway I hope,
I'm awakened and this is just a dream.

Hurt it does, indeed it pains,
Though u may never see.
Don't really know but why,
Suddenly it feels so lost and lonely.